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For you, for me.......

I began having doubts about whether or not I am actually "fit" to coordinate a group for girls. And I realized I am. In my attempts to assist others, I am -in turn- assisting myself. See, many people post good advice. Great advice, even. And it's not necessarily for those reading it as much as it is vital for the poster. Saying things aloud....writing them down...is therapeutic. So, we set out to heal others and in doing so we also allow ourselves to heal. I can do this. I can help these young ladies navigate this journey to womanhood. I can give advice. I have life experiences. Creating this group has been my refuge since my brother passed. Being of service to others has always brought me joy.


~Nicole

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